Invisible Monastery
of Charity and Fraternity

Dear brothers, the age of eleven years I have suffered torture within. Fear has clouded my mind and always have been accompanied by twisted thoughts that I had stolen the peace and God I was seduced by life and its illusions. I lived with sinful inclination to sexual pleasures, but when they do wrong, I always thought of Christ because behind every sinner Satan.

Admittedly, I was and am a man of weak will. I graduated without studying and I will not do anything. I'm nervous and always in crisis, early readings, but after some 'I get tired, I devolved not go forward. I cannot do anything. Not go into any area of life. A force would fight me and I bars the way and the win.

In his youth, to ease my pains, I turned to a psychologist. Nothing I have used, nothing helped me, not even the people "spiritually educated." In no Priest, sorry to say, I found help and peace, in fact I got only disappointment. By the time I realized that no medicine can cure me. My problem is worse than cancer.

I got the hell inside me. I lived in idleness, I went through spiritual crisis, but nobody gave me support. My life, however, is not over yet and I do not want to die a defeated and sinner. I would die after having devoted my life to God.

Over time, I realized that all my anxieties, my crises, my quirks concealed meanings: "Seeking God" because truth is what the Gospel says: "But seek the kingdom of God, and the rest will be given you more.

One day, I understood, through divine illumination, which all the world's ills can be solved only by prayer and consecration to God Now I recited the Holy Rosary, then I turned on the computer and I searched the Internet Sites web that dealt with the topic of prayer. Always visit these Web sites, but I never had appeared to your page. This time I wanted to help Christ's making me know your noble apostolate. God wanted me to fulfill my request in to find someone to help me to pray.

Brothers, help me to find the prayer continues to recover from this deficiency that I carry inside and makes me live in idleness and despair. I am ready to pray with you, alone cannot do not know how to pray and I ask for this help. Please, intercede with God so that he can achieve victory over Satan can appear idleness, despair, sex, and through prayer to become a penitent and a servant of the Lord.

Brothers help me! Satan possesses me because I live in the shadow of God, even if apparently not have a physical illness.

After joining your group, I immediately acquired serenity, joy and hope. Years looking for someone who could help me, but I never found anyone. I always went on the internet to surf the Web sites full of fabulous spirituality, but not yours. Even if you were on the internet, for me were unknown and unseen.

When Christ knocked on my heart I went on the internet and I was immediately on your Web site he made me understand that: "your prayer group was founded by Christ, that your prayer group wanted the Christ.

Stronger than my soul dominated by Satan, my pain, my spiritual crisis, it is my wish to heal. The cry for help has come before the Throne of the Most High and he has addressed to you that could rise to help their brothers who were left behind and suffer without finding a way out.

Yes, Jesus has opened a door, perhaps because I am ready to work for him I was a traitor to Christ and therefore damage, but now a new dawn has risen, the bearer of such peace, serenity and love.

. Massimo