Untouchables10/06/2002 

.:: Original Text ::.

1-Here To Stay
2-Make Believe
3-Blame
4-Hollow Life
5-Bottled Up Inside
6-Thoughtless
7-Hating
8-One More Time
9-Alone I Break
10-Embrace
11-Beat It Upright
12-Wake Up Hate
13-I'm Hiding
14-No One's There

This time I'm taking it away, I've got a problem 
When they getting in the way, not by my side 
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror 
I won't have to see the pain 

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating 
Anticipating I will fight the feelings again 

My hurt inside is fading 
This shit's gone way too far 
All this time I've been waiting 
Oh I cannot breath anymore 
For what's inside awaking 
I'm not, I'm not a whore 
You've taken everything and 
Oh I cannot give anymore 

My mind's done with this 
So hey, I've got a question 
Can I throw it all away? 
Take back what's mine 
So I take my time 
Driving humbly down the line 
Each cut, closer to the pain 

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating 
Anticipating I will fight the feelings again 

The hurt inside is fading 
This shit's gone way too far 
All this time I've been waiting 
Oh, I cannot breath anymore 

For what's inside awaking 
I'm not, I'm not a whore 
You've taken everything and 
Oh I cannot give anymore 

I'm here to stay (bring it down) 
Bring it down! 
Gonna bring it down 
Gonna break it down 
Gonna break it 

This pain is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating 
Anticipating I will fight the feelings again 

My hurt inside is fading 
This shit's gone way too far 
All this time I've been waiting 
Oh, I cannot breath anymore 

For what's inside awaking 
I'm not, I'm not a whore 
You've taken everything and 
Oh I cannot give anymore 

Give anymore

I'm thinking of 
Thanking all the fucked people 
Thanking all the shit I love 
They are all the things I've made 
Straight from my heart 
Begging all the same people 
Burning is the same evil 
Somehow making me feel sane 

Waiting all this time 
I've got nothing to hold on 
But the faces of my life 
I can see before I'm gone 

Sometimes I feel it chasing me 
All the hate that's breaking me 
I realise I'm taking everything 
And the kids seem to follow 

This time I feel it taking me 
To a place I'm hate to be 
All along I seem to make believe 
And the shit seems to follow 

I'm thinking of 
Making all the fucked people 
Making the bitches I love 
Make them die and go away 
Pain from the start 
All my dreams are ripped apart 
Thanking all the fucked people 
They are all the things I've saved 

Waiting all this time 
I've got nothing to hold on 
But the faces of my life 
I can see before I'm gone 

Sometimes I feel it chasing me 
All the hate that's breaking me 
I realise I'm taking everything 
And the kids seem to follow 

This time I feel it taking me 
To a place I'm meant to be 
All along I seem to make believe 
And the shit seems to follow 

Your life, I hate it 
Oh God, can I reclaim? 
Stop and help me 

Sometimes I feel it chasing me 
All the hate that's breaking me 
I realise I'm taking everything 
And the shit seems to follow 

This time I feel it taking me 
To a place I'm meant to be 
All along I seem to make believe 
And the shit seems to follow 

The shit seems to follow 

So I think you are a fool 
Hanging on my every word 
It's getting ugly 
So I'm ugly 

Tear me from your heart 
Tearing me apart 

So I thought you disappeared 
Being alone is what you fear 
Are you lonely? 
Yes lonely 

Tear me from your heart 
Tearing me apart 

Rolling, and throwing, consoling 
Everything that goes this far 
Joking and hoping, revolting 
All that shit that's who you are 
Hoping, and scolding, revolving 
Peel it back, reveal the scar 
Loathing, exploding, controlling 
This is what you really are 

The time is coming 
God is saying 
You're really happy 
What a game 
The time is coming 
A bed of flames 
Your life is over and you're to blame 
The time is coming 
You've gone insane 
You're feeling happy 
You've won the game 
The time is coming 
A bed of flames 
Your life is over and you're to blame 

Rolling, and throwing, consoling 
Everything that goes this far 
Joking and hoping, revolting 
All that shit that's who you are 
Hoping, and scolding, revolving 
Peel it back, reveal the scar 
Loathing, exploding, controlling 
This is what you really are 

.:: Bottled Up Inside ::.

Going through the pages of my fantasies 
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down 
I wanna see you try to take a swing at me 
Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground 

Why are you trying to make fun of me? 
You think it's funny? 
What the fuck you think it's doing to me? 
You take your turn lashing out at me 
I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me (?) 

All of my hate cannot be found 
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming 
So you can try to tear me down 
Beat me to the ground 
I will see you screaming 

Come and fill the pages of my fantasies 
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown 
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me 
And I'll pull the trigger 
And you're down, down, down 

Why are you trying to make fun of me? 
You think it's funny? 
What the fuck you think it's doing to me? 
You take your turn lashing out at me 
I want you crying when you're dirty in the front of me 

All of my hate cannot be found 
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming 
So you can try to tear me down 
Beat me to the ground 
I will see you screaming 

All my friends are gone, they died (gonna take you down) 
They all screamed, and cried (gonna take you down) 

I got my monkey, got my monkey back against the wall (?) 
Gonna take you down 

All of my hate cannot be found 
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming 
So you can try to tear me down 
Beat me to the ground 
I will see you screaming 
All of my hate cannot be found 
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming 
So you can try to tear me down 
Beat me to the ground 
I will see you screaming 

Life is boring
Sleep is boring
Don't stop running
I'm here counting

The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Really can't fuck with me
There's no where else to go

So I walk but seem to crawl
For I'm giving in today
Now I run into a wall
Cause I cannot find my way

You've got to come with me
I can not stand this place
We are crawling up the wall
And I'll give in this way
We had our chance to run
And now I can't believe
We're going all the way
And now the (?) in place

My life, worry, lifeless story
Give up beating
I'll start bleeding

The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Really can't fuck with me
There's no where else to go

So I walk but seem to crawl
For I'm giving in today
Now I run into a wall
Cause I can not find my way

You've got to come with me
I can not stand this place
We are crawling up the wall
And I'll give in this way
We had our chance to run
And now I can't believe
We're going all the way
And now the (?) in place

What really do I have to follow?
Nothing makes sense at all
Taking something for nothing
Watch me as I fall

I'm bringing me down

You've got to come with me
I can not stand this place
We are crawling up the wall
And I'll give in this way
We had our chance to run
And now I can't believe
We're going all the way
And now the (?) in place

Always it's coming 
And here starts the game 
Why can't this puzzle be solved? 
Each time it happens it's always the same 
I look down and it starts to fell 

And all I see 
It burns my eyes 
Burning all inside 

Caught in the corners of my mind 
Beginning over one more time 
Taking me over 
Taking all that's mine 
One more time 

Always this teasing 
Sometimes I lose faith 
Where is my strength to hold on? 
Facing existence 
How can I relate? 
Do I stand here or move on? 

And all I see 
It burns my eyes 
Burning all inside 

Caught in the corners of my mind 
Beginning over one more time 
Taking me over 
Taking all that's mine 
One more time 

Falling through this space and time 
Buried in this hurt of mine 
Falling slowly like a dream 
Falling through a world unseen 
Why can I not break this spell? 
I'm in darkness 
Is this hell? 
Falling towards this hole I see 
This is how it has to be 

Caught in the corners of my mind 
Beginning over one more time 
Taking me over 
Taking all that's mine 
One more time 

One more time 

Pick me up 
Been bleeding too long 
Right here, right now 
I'll stop it somehow 

I will make it go away 
Can't be here no more 
Seems this is the only way 
I will soon be gone 
These feelings will be gone 
These feelings will be gone 

Now I see the times they change 
Leaving us, it seems so strange 
I am hoping I can find 
Where to leave my hurt behind 
All the shit I seem to take 
All alone I seem to break 
I have lived the best I can 
Does this make me not a man? 

Shut me off 
I'm ready 
Heart stops 
I stand alone 
Can't be my own 

I will make it go away 
Can't be here no more 
Seems this is the only way 
I will soon be gone 
These feelings will be gone 
These feelings will be gone 

Now I see the times they change 
Leaving us, it seems so strange 
I am hoping I can find 
Where to leave my hurt behind 
All the shit I seem to take 
All alone I seem to break 
I have lived the best I can 
Does this make me not a man? 

Am I going to leave this place? 
What is it I'm hanging from? 
Is there nothing more to come? 
(Am I gonna leave this place?) 
Is it always black in space? 
Am I going take its place? 
Am I going to leave this race? 
(Am I going to leave this race?) 
I guess God's up in this place? 
What is it that I've become? 
Is there something more to come? 
(More to come) 

Now I see the times they change 
Leaving us, it seems so strange 
I am hoping I can find 
Where to leave my hurt behind 
All the shit I seem to take 
All alone I seem to break 
I have lived the best I can 
Does this make me not a man? 

My life is such a waste 
Begging on something to work this time 
But why can't I relate? 
Feeling all like who is scared? 
What’s mine 
Holding on to faith 
Never gave me nothing but despair 
So why do I create just to be swallowed? 

I can't take 
We have a star 
I can't take 
We got a fantasy 
Come what may 
We are the stars 
I can't wait 
I’ll take what’s mine 

Believing all this time, before a crowd could side 
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find 
Believing all this time, too far to cross the line 
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find 

I cannot leave this place 
Burning up inside this space of mine 
Why can't I replace feelings I find hard to really find? 
I try but I can't taste 
Memories they always fuck with me 
So why do I create just to be swallowed? 

I can't take 
We have a star 
I can't take 
We got a fantasy 
Come what may 
We are the stars 
I can't wait 
I’ll take what’s mine 

Believing all this time, before a crowd could side 
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find 
Believing all this time, too far to cross the line 
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find 

All my feelings have been eating all of me 
Feed inside 
Is there something wrong with me? 

I can't take 
We have a star 
I can't take 
We got a fantasy 
Come what may 
We are the stars 
I can't wait 
I’ll take what’s mine 

Believing all this time, before a crowd could side 
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find 
Believing all this time, too far to cross the line 
Believing all the basics of everything that I could find 

Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down) 
Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down) 
Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down) 
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down on the ground) 

Ass up high 
Make a motherfucker cry 
It's so good that I could die 
Help me stay alive 

The time is right 
I want to feel it good tight 
I'm down to do this all night 
I'm gonna deel it up right 

I'll behave 
Oh my god 
Make me beg 
My god 
Yes I'm ready for a good flogging baby (my god) 
Come on beat my ass for fun (get down, get down) 
Don't let up till my ass is bleeding baby (get down) 
Don't let up until you are done (get down, on the ground) 

Ass up high 
Make a motherfucker cry 
It's so good that I could die 
Help me stay alive 

The time is right 
I wanna feel it good tight 
I'm down to do this all night 
I'm gonna beat it up right 

We're gonna ride 
I got my tongue inside and outside now 
Don't try to run and hide 
Yes it's true what they say about my kind 

Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down) 
Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down) 
Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down) 
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground) 

Ass up high 
Make a motherfucker cry 
It's so good that I could die 
Help me stay alive 

The time is right 
I wanna feel it good tight 
I'm down to do this all night 
I'm gunna beat it up right 

We got a fucked up reason to live 
Who really gives a fuck? 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna fuck you up 
I wanna break everything 
I wanna make it sting 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna wake it up 
You gotta get it straight 
We're gonna give it up 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna fuck you up 
I wanna break everything 
I wanna make it sting 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gunna wake it up 

I am the burden of my everything 
And of its scar 
I'll be reborn in hatred 
Feeling I can't love no more 

I've had to suffer 
I cannot wait for more 
No loving and no praying 
All my hate is for the taking 

We got a fucked up reason to live 
Who really gives a fuck? 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna fuck you up 
I wanna break everything 
I wanna make it sting 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna wake it up 
You gotta get it straight 
We're gonna give it up 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna fuck you up 
I wanna break everything 
I wanna make it sting 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gunna wake it up 

I am the falling of my happiness 
It is no more 
Stop loving 
I’m still hating 
Till I can not hate no more 

I've had to suffer 
I cannot wait for more 
No loving and no praying 
All my hate is for the taking 

I'm, I'm filthy 
Wasted piece of shit 
I am disgusting 
Take me away 

We got a fucked up reason to live 
Who really gives a fuck? 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna fuck you up 
I wanna break everything 
I wanna make it sting 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna wake it up 
You gotta get it straight 
We're gonna give it up 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gonna fuck you up 
I wanna break everything 
I wanna make it sting 
We're gonna wake up hate 
We're gunna wake it up 

Maybe I'm insane 
Walking on a wire 
Maybe I'm the same 
Nothing to take me higher 
Tell me where to start 
Think I'm at the end 
Right now feeling pain 
Make it go away 

Maybe I'm to blame 
Maybe I'm a liar 
Maybe we're the same 
Nothing can start the fire 
I can't feel my heart 
But I feel the shame 
Nothing left to say 
Soon I'll fade away 

These places all I ever think about is lost in time 
These faces haunting me 
I'm looking back and they are mine 

I'm hiding from the things they say 
Doing time and lead astray 
Thinking back to times of yesterday 
I could fly 

I'm trying to find a better way 
But I'm trapped 
Can't get away 
All I think is about yesterday 
I could fly 

Maybe I'm insane 
Walking on a wire 
Maybe I'm the same 
Nothing to take me higher 
I can't feel my heart 
But I feel the shame 
Nothing left to say 
Soon I'll fade away 

These places all I ever think about is lost in time 
These faces haunting me 
I'm looking back and they are mine 

I'm hiding from the things they say 
Doing time and lead astray 
Thinking back to times of yesterday 
I could fly 

I'm trying to find a better way 
But I'm trapped 
Can't get away 
All I think is about yesterday 
I could fly 

You and me 
We have no faces 
Soon our lives they’ll be erased 
Do you think they will remember? 
Or will we just be replaced 
Oh I wish that I could see 
How I wish that I could fly 
All the things that hang above me 
To a place where I can cry 

So why can it be? 
No one hears because 
Echoes back at me 
No one's there 
To all these meaningless feelings 
I can't deal with in my life 
To all these greedy people 
Trying to feed on what is mine 
You’ve got to feel your hunger 
And stop fucking with my mind 
I know it's time to leave these places far behind 

You and me 
We have no faces 
They don’t see us anymore 
Without love as they had promised 
And no faith for what’s in store 
Oh I wish that I could see 
How I wish that I could fly 
All the things that hang above me 
To a place where I can cry 

So why can it be? 
No one hears because 
Echoes back at me 
No one's there 
To all these meaningless feelings 
I can't deal with in my life 
To all these greedy people 
Trying to feed on what is mine 
You’ve got to feel your hunger 
And stop fucking with my mind 
I know it's time to leave these places far behind 

Where are all these feelings hiding? 
Dancing in and out my mind 
Burning up all that I long for 
Feeding me till my decline 
Where are you? 
My soul is bleeding 
I am searching 
Am I blind? 
All alone and bound forever 
Trapped inside me all the time 

To all these meaningless feelings 
I can't deal with in my life 
To all these greedy people 
Trying to feed on what is mine 
You’ve got to feel your hunger 
And stop fucking with my mind 
I know it's time to leave these places far behind