Interview by FORLORN
SOUL
Your biography clearly
shows youve always been very unlucky concerning relations with
record-labels. My Kingdom Music is the fourth label youre working
with, after leaving Cacophonous, Supernal, and lately Ars Metalli, because
of their long delay in releasing Mournument. Do you hold
any hope in a lasting and advantageous cooperation with My Kingdom Music,
after all the past disappointments?
Yeah why not! Unlike all the other labels My Kingdom Music doesnt
make any balloon filled promises, and exactly do as they tell me. So
far My Kingdom Music has done a real professional job, and fullfill
all aspects of the agreement we have. And I will do so from my side.
You know...with Cacophonous records things went wrong as it came to
the payments of the royalties, however, in their benefit I must say
that since weve departed, they started to pay me correctly. I
guess it was moreover a difference in musical aspects. The worst experience
I had was with Supernal Music, they never paid me my royalties, but
moreover they ripped me off with 250 MCDs from the mini-cd Id
done with Guttural Records, and even worse... after we departed which
happened as I threatened with a legal suit; they started to drag me
down the gutter with false and personal stuff in the media, even until
this very day. I find that really unprofessional, whilst they still
make money with my 3th cd. Things with Ars Metalli went wrong as they
went bankrupt. They did a good job, but simply went
bankrupt. Christoph was a nice guy to work with, but kept me on the
line for months, until he could no longer hide that he was bankrupt.
My Kingdom Music recently offered me a deal for two more full-length
cds. And as it looks now, I probably will sign it, as Im
really satisfied with their work. They work very professional for such
a small label, I have loads of respect for that. On the other half,
Im good friend with Francesco, the owner of the label. At the
moment a long term coorporation with My Kingdom Music is more realistic
than anything else. Im satisfied, and Francesco as well!
As just said, Mournument had been postponed for over two
years after its recording. Do you feel it still representative of your
present state of mind, both musically and lirically, or are you already
one step ahead? Did you write any new songs during the past 2 years?
Mournument still sounds fresh in my ears. Eventhough its
2 years old. I think that I was way ahead 2 years ago, as I wouldnt
change a thing on this album after such a long time. The album is very
representative for the band as it is today. The lyrics are still close
to me as well. Meanwhile I have written 4 new songs, one of them is
called Deep ancestral primordial pain, and I think that
it is a step forward again. Very obscure and dark, and slow again!
In the deluxe 20 pages booklet of the album, every song/lyric is associated
with a picture. Do you often happen to join, in your mind, an emotion
with a colour or a shade? What is the most powerful artistic expression
according to you- to represent a state of being : music, writing,
painting, cinema? Do you agree with me that sometimes a single image
can tell much more than a thousand words?
I think that a movie cannot be counted as being real art, but that is
my opinion. The thing with filming art is that everything is sort of
chewed for you and being throwen on a plate. A movie leaves not much
option for imagination. Music is for me emotional art, it plays with
your feelings, and wakes up emotions in you, which you perhaps never
would have brought up, it sets you to think. Writings are more powerful,
as it also encourages you to imagine pictures in your mind. But perhaps
like you, I think a painting is the most powerful art thereis. It can
inspire you in lots of things, idealism, emotions, a certain view at
things, the way of thinking etc. Its hard to speak for others,
and to make any statement at all about art. But for me art is a sort
of religion, it inspires me a lot, and gives me the opportunity to work
on my ideals, and beliefs. Paintings from painters such as William Blake
are really telling more than many books. Even the religious carvings
from Gustave Doré are marvellous.
Your musical tastes are extremely wide and are synonymous of a strong
open-mindedness. In particular, I noticed you named also some EBM bands
such as Apoptygma Berzerk, VNV Nation and so on, performing a kind of
music I dont consider obscure at all, but rather happy
and commercial (here in Italy Ebm is a trend!). Since you
always seem to prefere depressive and thoughtful music, how can you
explain your favourable opinion on this genre?
Yes, Apoptygma Berzerk and VNV Nation might not exactly sound depressive,
but I like their lyrics quite a lot, and the way they perform their
music. I like their hallucinating view on some perspectives quite a
lot. And many of their songs have a sudden sadness in them, whilst others
are really dance-floor-like. Unlike Italy...EBM is still very underground
in Holland, whilst in Germany it is an established kind of music for
many years.
And what about Spice Girls?!? I guess you were joking...
Of course I was joking, one musnt see things toooo serious. I
like to be cynical from time to time. People tend to be way to serious
in this scene. Aint good for your health ha ha....
Among your favourite bands you mentioned also the Swedish band Silencer.
Unfortunately they disbanded but I considered their music amazing and
really depressive. Also, the vocals were the most extreme ever!! Let
me know your thought about this great yet not very known band...
Silencer...this is a story apart, since I helped that band out to find
a drummer for their album, I feel quite close to them. In July this
year I met up with their guitarist, who also composed whole the album,
a nice and intelligent guy! Death-pierce me is for me the
best Black Metal album which ever has been written. In my opinion there
will be no more such album, or band which can top this. The Silencer
album stroke me with such a great impact, I listen to it very often.
It has such an intense emotion, and also sounds very insane, but in
a healthy way, if you ask me. Since the album is limited
to 1000 copies I feel really sorry for the scene, for not being able
to buy it anymore. Forget all youve heard sofar, Silencer really
rule!!!!!!!!!
What are for you the most depressive bands ever?
SILENCER/SILENCER/SILENCER/SILENCER/SILENCER/SILENCER/SILENCER/SILENCER
One strange thing you said in your past interviews was that you feel
better after hearing or playing depressive music. I can understand that
getting to know youre not the only one and that some
other people experience your same feelings can be a cheering thought
sometimes, but what if a normal person, who has never experienced
anything like that, would happen to hear Deinonychus? What would be
the reaction of one of these teenagers always in search of plastic emotions,
used to the Mtv-dance-britpop culture, after buying one of your albums?
I think that the music which Deinonychus makes is a kind of music which
only can be accepted to those who clearly are in need for something
different and in-depth. My music isnt really entertaining in such
a way, that one can dance to it or so. It moreover is phylosophical
kind of music, a sort which whom listens to, to think about life, and
consider to find some elements in it, which whom can identify to. I
can tell this from all the responses I got over the years, where people
always questioning me about the meaning of the lyrics, or tell me how
much of valuable the lyrics and music in a whole is for them. That I
give them something where they can identify themselves with. It is mainly
people who have a sort of sophistication and life-phylosophy, which
normal-people never would think about, as they are way too
shallow, and are just busy with following trends. Those who are afraid
to have an own identity just to fall apart from the rest of the crowd.
I think those teenagers listening only to MTV stuff, would experience
a culture-shock by listening to my music, and would define the word
insanity in a complete new manner ha ha. Its not that
I hate such people who are only in need for one thing, but theres
just more than only plastic in this life, and in this world.
And if you ask me...... beyond all!
You evidently consider music as a catharsis, like the ancient Greek.
You also stated that, though being Deinonychus a part of you, this band
doesnt represent your actual personality, but is instead a way
for you to purge of the sick feelings you have inside. So
why dont you have another musical band representing your sunny
side? Do you feel the need to get rid of your dark
side, keeping instead only the sane one ?
Everyone has a negative side in oneself. Its just what are you
going to do with it? I prefer to spill my guts in my music, and please
myself and others with that, instead of carry this burden with me. By
doing this I dont have to make happy music at all, as Im
happy the way I am! And what is sane????? You probaly know yourself,
that if one thinks in many different ways, and have a brighter look
on things, even in a more morbid way, one might be called insane. Insane
to me is, to eat up all your anger and frustration for many years, walking
into a restaurant and kill innocent people, by afterwards blaming whole
the world for your action, just not yourself. Insane is to get brainwashed
by some radical idiots, and parking a plain into the WTC.
Looking through the profiles of the bands members on your website
I noticed you gave also space to the Zodiacal signs ... Do you believe
in astrology and in the influence planets can have on our actions and
state of mind? Do you hold any interest in occult sciences, past forgotten
civilizations and mysterious phenomena or do you always prefer to focus
on more down-to-earth occupations?
Yes, I do believe in astrology, but Im not so occupied with it
anymore, though it interests me a lot, as well as Egyptian mythology,
Greek mythology etc.. I used to read books about satanism, and the occult
as well, but found myself more pleased with phylosophers like Nietzsche.
Nowadays I dont read that much anymore, and focus more on the
reality of today. Ive been thaught a lot in the past, but nothing
beats reality......
Youre a Scorpio, just like me. Do you recognize yourself in the
characteristics of this sign? Obstinacy, aggressiveness, passionateness,
touchiness etc. etc...
Yes indeed!!!!!!!!!!!! Theres no inbetween with me, either Im
very passionate or cold. I can be very caring, but also very agressive
(a good thing I write music to get rid of it ha ha, besides I practice
sports). I think the Scorpio is a vey unique sign. Though sometimes
a Scorpio can be very stubborn.
The perfect conditions for listening to your album are, as written in
the booklet : full loudness, 4:00 A.M. while taking a bath and consuming
a bottle of red wine. And a sharp item by side... So do you wish people
to cut themselves or even committing suicide after hearing your album??!
This means you arent so convincted of the fact people will feel
better after hearing depressive music, haha... What if one of your fans
would really take off his own life by ispiration of your cd, what would
be your reaction?
This all is cynical humour!
How do you consider the role of an individual in todays society?
Is there a way, in your opinion, to keep ones own personality
and mental indipendence while being compelled to live in a flock of
sheep everyday, sheep that want you to become like them? Is it wiser
to isolate yourself, to tolerate them or even to try and change their
minds?
To be an individual in this society is hard, but is not out of the question.
You just have to find a compromising way to be so. Because one still
must earn money and work for it, and one needs people to achieve ones
goals, or simply to communicate with etc. You have to give in on certain
aspects, but this doesnt necessarely affects your individualism.
To isolate oneself isnt wise at all, nor ignore ones neighbours.
Changing other peoples minds is useless, and I think thats not
an issue at all. No....try to live your ideals within this society the
best you can, and pretend to be one of those sheeps, by being yourself.
It makes life much easier.
What are the steps for you to reach a wider awareness and knowledge
of life?
Life experience/ reading/ learn from others/ being tolerant/ destiny
etc. Respect to life, and other cultures, because one can learn more
from it, than one might think!
In your website, you wrote youre musically influenced
by : 11/09/2001. Can you explain why did this event strike you so much,
and what are your thought on this whole terroristic mayhem?
The 11th of September 2001 was just pure insanity. People being hassled
for this terror under the banner of religion being told they become
martyrs after they die etc. Its all bullshit. Its all about
politics. I can understand these terrorists, as they fight against the
American ideal of being the world-Police, as they feel oppressed. But
nevertheless I find these terroristic acts not a solution at all, it
just makes things worse. Even worse is that always innocent people are
at stake here.
Your concept (expecially in the first Deinonychus albums) was mainly
focused on a Romantic view of the world. Are you still fascinated by
this period now, and what are the elements of it you find close to your
personality?
Yes, Im still fascinated with it, but Ive grown away from
it. I like to focus more on in-depth thematics with more spiritualism,
insanity, religious aspects and such. Things which still touch me are
trust, loyalty and compassion, but I think that you as a Scorpio know
what Im talking about.
What are we to expect from the next Deinonychus opus? Mournument
is a further step towards the Olympus of Extreme Doom Metal music, in
spite of your past Gothic and Black Metal influences.... Will you keep
on following this path?
The next album will be a continuation of the last album, but more obscure.
There were many bands that coarsed onto a more mainstream direction,
we wont compromise to that, but continue to be underground.
I read you like Italian food, he he... What do you know about my country
besides food, have you ever been in Italy? Any interesting bands youre
in contact with or have heard recently?
Ah of course Italys history, the Roman empire etc. Bands I like
are thee almighty Bulldozer (RIP), Void Of Silence etc. But I dont
have contact with bands from Italy, only a couple friends over there.
Shame on me...... I really should travel to Italy sometimes, because
Ive never been there. Ive seen England, Scandinavia, Germany,
Switzerland, Spain etc. But havent yet got the chance to go to
Italy. Perhaps this changes sooner than I think.
Thanks for the interview. Your final thoughts and comments....
Thank you for the interview, which was more than a pleasure to answer,
wish you all the best with Solitude Aeternus, and all your other efforts.
I wish to thank all Italian people for their support as well!!!! Bless
you all.........
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