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 from "Shattering: Reality" Mcd
Spiral dance
With My Fears
Breathing my anguish
Open Wound (Video )

 f rom "Entwined Emotion" Mcd
First
Wait in silence and die. 
This cold life
Violence in music

Lyrics of not yet recorded songs:
Shattering: Assurance
The River
Silent Winds

Spiral Dance

This is my spiral dance Blinded and paralysed by anger Crucified on my chair In a dark and necrotic corner I move my spiral dance This is my mourn: This grey life Of the existence;a pure and wicked tyrant Created by an obscure mad-hatter, A cyber-virtual puppet showman Playing with my anguish and oniric illusions Moving the threads of his flesh theatre This isn't the reality: This suffering; a picture of fury A dark and depressing dream Stifling and slowly killing me. This is my spiral dance Blinded and paralysed by anger Crucified on my chair In a dark and necrotic corner I move my spiral dance In my childhood I didn't know the cowardice of the Divine And the potentialities of the Profane-one But now,crucified on my chair In a dark and caotic corner Paralysed and blinded by anger I'm just able to bring you my sorrow Vain images and great solitude. Waiting for embracing you Waiting for listening to your breath I'll weep on your eternal stay Offering a virginal lily For you, son of this soil Son of this modern decay.

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I know Good from evil For me   The only sort of dread I can stand Is the phobia of myself Because i’m lost In the oblivion   Flying above the borders Relieved of the knowledge Of what we are Of what we could be   I can set the limits Of my fear Just me   This is what pierced My soul before From the outside And what got lost In the oblivion   ‘cause it was without excuse ‘cause things don’t befall alone ‘cause we create our destiny   Flying above the borders Relieved of the knowledge of what we are Of what we could be

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Vault is closer and closer and lies heavy on my conscience I can move no more Air is oppressive and encumbers my motion I can breath no more The vision of the ordinary things is deformed by my insofference The perception of the ordinary phoenomena is deformed by my anxiety I just want to escape from the hell my mind created I just want to slide out of a world I don't realize I just want to set me free from the anguish my soul created I just want to slide out of a world I don't realize Living on dreams thanking my lunacy living on dreams and the sky is higher living on dreams thanking my unreal pain living on dreams and the air is lighter I just want to escape from the hell my mind created I just want to slide out of a world I don't realize I just want to set me free from the anguish my soul created I just want to slide out of a world I don't realize.

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Open wound  

Lost, fire tattoed by the wounds of passion forever in silence Lost, fire tattoed by the wounds of passion surrounded by illusion   This damned open wound is still bleeding In my black everyday dawn winter’s crying his frozen tears Twenty wasted years of painful lost memories Screaming through my eyes each time the past’s alive   My wounds are still bleeding my scars forever open My blood in this words again   My wound is open Is still bleeding My scars forever open

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Taste this torture again And this eternal misery again   Prived by life in hungry despair I’m living in this cradle of pain And close my eyes To avoid the shame of this world   Close the skies of red painted stars Arid pain coloured heart Nothing else that empty cells Candlelight dying in the dark of my thoughts   Taste this torture again And this eternal misery again ‘till damnation   under a wounded sky restless in this oblivion so this is life? Life?   Let me drown in my world Of cristal tears As in darkness I scream My endless grief In this silent embrace I gaze secrets forever forgotten In the abyss of life   I’m living this circle Will it ever end? I ‘m crying my agony Tears in my vein   Under a bleeding sky So this is life Is it really life? Under a bleeding sky So this is life   Let me drown in my world Of cristal tears As in darkness I scream My endless grief In this silent embrace I gaze secrets forever forgotten In the abyss of life

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Through wonderings I wait… ‘till this nothingness reaches its end. why catch the pain if all is full of grief?   My collapsed being Reaches its end everyday As the end catches me now   To what I hate To all I’ve ever dreamt To my fallen stars To my embodied nightmares Wait in silence… …and die   Your lies created a peaceful life My hate will discover your masquerade False as the dream i’ve ever dreamt As the promises you give   Tomorrow everdies Swallowing into this paralized Aeons Crawling throughout fallen dust   To what I hate To all I’ve ever dreamt To my fallen stars To my embodied nightmares Wait in silence… …and die

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This cold life

Inside ,deep inside Inside ,deep inside In desperation my transfixed heart bleeds Whispering,screaming Whispering,screaming “Tear me,this is my Oracle my end”   Can you trust this cold life Deep inside,a knife? Can you bear my mourning? Would you see my crying?   Can you trust this cold life? Can you? Can you? Can you? Can you see my grief? Hear me crying? Can you trust this cold life? Can you? Can you? Can you?   I bring darkness,sweet lithanies black caresses,rotting kisses Tear me, tear me this is my life la mort dans le coeur,dans l’ame   Can you trust this cold life? Can you? Can you? Can you? Can you see my grief? Hear me crying?   I bring darkness,sweet lithanies black caresses,rotting kisses Tear me, tear me this is my life la mort dans le coeur,dans l’ame   Can you trust this cold life? Can you? Can you see my grief? Hear me crying?   I bring darkness,sweet lithanies Tear me, tear me this is my life

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I need no joy I’m all that you refuse I’m the hate you feel I creep through your flesh   No sunrise on our devastation On the face of this hate-gifted planet, to wait the darkness in our heart... ...the darkness in our heart   Day after day Screaming through your wasted veins Let this world burn in its own hate For now never comes forever   Immensity explodes as the circle of Existence is closing, but the world’s still calling for his final symphony   No sunrise on our devastation

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At this very moment liquid instant made of resignation made of bitterness and desperation darkened by this biting cold I want to break the barricades I want to shatter my deepest silence to stand and to look at the reality to give concreteness to the naked and severe relativity of the human being The crimson bloody ink I'm writing with penetrates this flesh paper spreading an acrid stench, decomposed bodies dead words and absurd verbs as a cancer grows in a final, tragic comedy as the roots branch on this earthly soil as a cell increases and multiplies I need to expand my senses... ... and now I know, ...I deeply feel the naked and severe relativity of the human being

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The River

Time, as the water, slides through my fingers, relentless. The river of minutes flows fast, Time, as the water, slides through my fingers, relentless. and calm and vortices follow. Sometimes I resolve to observe from the edge What life suggests to me. Sometimes I dive And swim in a perfect accord; at times the fury of the water drags me away and I can only heave my head. But when I found the peace of mind In my deepest silence my anxiety rises; But when I found the peace of mind In my deepest silence my care increases. Only in that moment I long again for the unison, And harmony is essential. Only in that moment I long again for the unison, And harmony becomes essential.

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