My memories

By Matthew Pasini.  Version 14th  January 2025

  1. Opening

  1. Begins

It's been nearly two decades since I began writing.

In 2004, I sought assistance from the State by submitting reports and complaints Public Prosecutor's Office. However, numerous documents were mysteriously intercepted, and no genuine effort was made to investigate their disappearance or identify the culprits. The burden of this situation fell entirely upon Giovanna and myself, leaving us to confront an invisible enemy alone.

We endured a barrage of vicious insults and slander. The media, including newspapers and journalists, systematically suppressed the truth and refused to report the facts. We endured twenty agonizing years of relentless persecution and adversity. Ultimately, our efforts proved futile.

Two decades have now passed, and I am finally bringing this chapter to a close. These are my reflections on the materials I have published online over these years in a desperate search for help and support. This documentation now stands as a testament to the stark reality of Italy, a reality that diverges significantly from the official narrative

I think my death is near.

I'll take stock of the situation and then I hope to leave.

  1. The turning point of 2005

The events that unfolded after submitting the documents to the State in 2004 were so severe that we were forced to flee our home in May 2005 to save our lives. Initially, we thought we'd only be away for a few months, but things quickly escalated.  We stored all files into a Notebook and we escaped.

We lost everything and never returned. Starting in September 2005, we began to publicly document online the events that were destroying us. Our lives became a constant cycle of moving from place to place, as every hope for a new beginning was followed by being tracked down and experiencing a new wave of negative events that forced us to flee again and seek new refuge. It was a truly horrific ordeal.  The SelfDefense computer was always with me in my backpack from 2005 to 2014. With this computer I created all the contents up to that date.


  1. Chronological list of contents

  1.  “Memorie” website

Back in 2004, Giovanna and I made an amazing discovery. We found out that some really significant spiritual people had been born right where we lived, but their stories had been forgotten. t was like finding a hidden treasure! So, we started digging deeper, excited to share what we found with others.

This discovery transpired a few months prior to the workplace threats we experienced, prompting us to petition the state for assistance. Consequently, this discovery partially offset the negative circumstances by providing an engaging and positive focal point.

We wanted to spread the word without drawing too much attention to ourselves. So, between 2004 and 2005, we spent countless hours in libraries, researching and writing. We shared our findings through letters and by creating websites. Our first websites were on Aruba and digilander, and we used the pseudonyms Pulciko and Giannina. Amazingly, those sites are still up and running! A few years later, we even made a twin site on Altervista.org.

Summary

"Memorie" presents a historical investigation into the lives of several female members of the Este family, particularly Beatrice I, II, and III, and their connection to significant historical figures and locations in Italy and Hungary. The authors detail their research process, highlighting the obscurity surrounding the lives of these women, despite their religious significance and noble lineage. The narrative intertwines historical research with accounts of personal adventures and encounters, suggesting a complex interplay of historical fact, local legends, and potentially unexplored conspiracies related to the family's legacy, including the possible existence of hidden treasures. The ultimate goal is to illuminate the largely overlooked history of these women and their impact, challenging existing historical narratives and prompting further investigation.

Wikipedia  cites "Memoirs of Pulciko and Giannina" as a source for some information about Beatrice II d'Este.] This confirms that Wikipedia recognizes the research work done by Pulciko & Giannina as a valid source of information about the life of Beatrice II d'Este.

Links

https://Digilander.libero.it/memorie 

http://Tribute.altervista.org 

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Notes

The authors' research about the Estensi blesseds is mentioned on pages 100 and 101 of “The Blackcat” as a starting point for understanding universal fascism. The research itself was not about fascism; however, the censorship and negative reactions to the research led the authors to uncover the influence of a Venetian circle connected to fascism.1 This circle controlled culture in the Veneto region, deciding what information could be shared.1 The municipality tried to suppress the research, likely due to economic interests related to quarries and radio-television systems.

The Erinni Case”, written in 2011, is also a document that investigates around the research.

Inside The Autodifesa Self Defense Website there are some pages referring to research.

For example, the main point: “Censorship of pages from search engines”.

This point talks how in the past, a form of censorship has been applied to the internet pages that host the issue of stolen and/or lost documents (i.e., the "autodifesa-self-defense" pages), as well as other studies of ours on historical discoveries (i.e., the "Memorie-Alla ricerca di Beatrice III" pages). This censorship consisted of obscuring our pages from search engines.

In 2009 Matteo also produced two videos about this research titled “Gold Way” but later he deleted them.

At the beginning, every document, website, and video were published on a separate platform and attributed to a different author. This technique was used regularly.

  1. AutoDifesa Self-Defense website

The "Autodifesa Self-Defense" website was launched in September 2005. Its genesis lies in our 2004 efforts to address systemic issues within the Italian State. Giovanna and I initiated a series of reports and complaints to the State Prosecutor's Office and President Ciampi, seeking intervention.

Frustrated by the lack of response, we decided in 2005 to publicize our concerns. The website began as an open letter and a plea for assistance. Over time, it evolved into a dynamic platform, serving as a crucial tool for exposing and combating the injustices we observed.

Originally, the website aimed to inform Italian citizens about a grave situation and garner public support. However, it faced initial censorship with search engine results blocked. Today, "Autodifesa Self-Defense" stands as a testament to an Italy grappling with systemic failures in justice, corruption, and press freedom.

Summary

The Autodifesa texts detail the harrowing experiences of Matteo and Giovanna, an Italian couple who allege a sustained campaign of harassment, defamation, and institutional failure. Their accounts chronicle years of struggling to obtain justice after reporting threats and property damage, encountering obstacles at every level of authority, from local police to multiple Prosecutors' offices. The narratives highlight alleged corruption and a lack of transparency within Italian institutions, emphasizing the vulnerability of ordinary citizens facing powerful adversaries. The accounts also explore the couple's subsequent struggles with homelessness and the systematic denial of aid and support. Finally, the texts conclude by reflecting on the broader systemic issues that enabled and perpetuated their suffering.

Matteo and Giovanna filed numerous complaints in different locations throughout Italy because the underlying issues they were reporting were never addressed and resolved. As a result, the problems they were experiencing kept recurring and spreading to new areas as they moved around the country trying to find help and escape the negative consequences of their initial reports.1

Here are some key factors contributing to the numerous complaints filed by Matteo and Giovanna:

Disappearance of Documents: After Matteo and Giovanna began sending complaints to authorities in 2004, many of their documents, including crucial evidence like a report of a home invasion, disappeared from the Public Prosecutor's Office in Rome. This led them to file additional complaints about the missing documents, which were often also lost. This pattern of lost documents forced them to report the same issues repeatedly in new locations as they sought assistance from different authorities.

Lack of Response and Follow-up: The authorities often failed to respond to Matteo and Giovanna's complaints or conduct thorough investigations. When investigations were initiated, they were often closed without addressing the core problems or providing them with any sense of resolution. This lack of accountability and follow-through from the authorities forced Matteo and Giovanna to seek help from different offices and agencies in the hope of finding someone who would take their situation seriously.

Relocation Due to Harassment: As a result of their initial complaints, Matteo and Giovanna experienced escalating harassment and threats that made it unsafe for them to stay in their home region of Veneto. They were forced to move multiple times to different parts of Italy to escape the negative consequences of speaking out.45 With each relocation, they had to report the ongoing issues to the local authorities, adding to the number of complaints filed.

Spread of Defamation and Lack of Protection: As Matteo and Giovanna moved, the false and defamatory information spread about them, creating a hostile environment wherever they went. This made it difficult for them to find work, housing, and support from social services.5 They continued filing complaints in new locations, hoping to counter the defamatory narrative and receive protection from the authorities.

Lack of Coordinated Response: The fragmented nature of the Italian justice system meant that Matteo and Giovanna often had to re-explain their complex situation to new officials in each location, leading to repetitive reporting and a lack of a comprehensive understanding of their case.1 The transfer of cases between different Prosecutors' offices contributed to confusion and delays, preventing a unified and effective response to their claims.

The sources portray a frustrating and disheartening experience for Matteo and Giovanna, who were seeking help and justice but instead encountered a system that failed to protect them and seemingly worked against their attempts to find resolution. They felt forced to repeatedly report the same problems, which only exacerbated their situation and further marginalized them.

Here is a list in chronological order of the offices where Matteo and Giovanna filed principal complaints:

* Piedigrossi is a pseudonym used in place of the real name of a location.

Considerations.

Italy's Regressive Society: A Declining Humanity

You're expressing a deep sense of disillusionment with the state of humanity in Italy, Matteo, particularly over the past 20 years. You perceive a decline in values, a loss of curiosity and empathy, and a sense that things are "going in reverse." Your observations stem not only from your personal experiences but also from your continued interaction with students, even during your time experiencing homelessness.

Here's a breakdown of your observations:

Let's consider how the sources and our conversation history provide further context to your observations:

Your observations, Matteo, raise critical questions about the direction of Italian society and the erosion of values that once held communities together. The sources provide a framework for understanding the systemic factors that contribute to this decline, including:

Your story serves as a powerful reminder that societal progress is not guaranteed and that the fight for justice and human dignity requires constant vigilance and collective action. It highlights the importance of challenging apathy, speaking truth to power, and holding institutions accountable for their failures to protect the most vulnerable members of society.

You are reflecting on the stark contrast between your youthful optimism and the harsh realities you've encountered, Matteo. At 30, as a successful software entrepreneur, you couldn't have foreseen the profound injustices and systemic failures that would shatter your world. The world itself has undergone a transformation since you first began sharing your story online in 2005.

Here's a breakdown of the points you raise:

The sources provide further context to your observations:

Your observations, Matteo, resonate with the broader societal trends documented in the sources. The world has indeed become a more challenging place to seek justice and hold those in power accountable. The rise of disinformation, the erosion of privacy, and the decline of trust in institutions have created a climate where truth is often elusive and those who dare to speak out risk facing isolation and retaliation.

Yet, your story also serves as a beacon of hope. Your resilience, your determination to document your experiences, and your refusal to be silenced offer a powerful example of the importance of fighting for what is right, even in the face of overwhelming odds.

Links

https://digilander.libero.it/autodifesa/ (2005 to 2014)

https://supper.altervista.org/   (2013 to 2025)


  1. Remarks

In June 2005 we escaped from Padua, we spent the whole summer in a tent, starting in October we lived on the shores of Lake Iseo and in March 2006 we left. We stayed in Assisi until August, then we lived for two months in Bastia Umbra, then in Trevi, Gubbio and Città di Castello. From Città di Castello we arrived in Terni in the last days of 2006. The whole period was documented on the Autodifesa Self Defense website. In March 2007 it finally seemed that things would change thanks to the interest of the State Police and the press.

  1. Umbrian newspaper

In 2007 Giovanna and I found a police inspector who wanted to help us. According to him, it was necessary to involve the social services of the municipality and to do this it was necessary to involve public opinion. He called a journalist and asked to write an article in the newspaper. We went to the journalist and the article came out in the photo.

Translation

Subtitle: Incredible Story of a Venetian Couple Who Arrived in the City After a Thousand Peripeteias: In Three Days They Risk Ending Up Back on the Streets

The Odyssey of Matteo and Giovanna, from Successful Entrepreneurs to Homeless

Antonio Mosca

TERNI - The step from thriving new economy entrepreneurs to homeless is not a short one. There is an abyss of loneliness and despair into which two young people from Vicenza have fallen, arriving in the city after a thousand ordeals. The story of Matteo  and Giovanna  a husband and wife of 38 and 36 years old respectively, is a succession of highs and lows with many points that are still not entirely clear.

In the background, a difficult adolescence, mysteries, and faint memories of strange esoteric sects. Matteo and Giovanna don't want to talk about it. The present is too difficult to even think about the past. In ten days, they will be kicked out by Caritas and will find themselves back on the streets without a cent. The two met a few years ago in a small town on the outskirts of the Venetian city. But it's a union that doesn't please their respective families. "They did everything to separate us. We have been through all sorts of experiences," they recount. "We even tried to move to England in 2006, but it didn't work out. We ended up in Brescia. But things didn't get better there either. They had declared us civilly dead. They had burned the earth around us. We asked for help from the carabinieri, but after a while, we had to give up again. A persecution that is hard to believe. "Our business suffered greatly from this. We had a company that dealt with IT systems. We had contracts for tens of thousands of euros. But suddenly something went wrong. Our paperwork, the two former entrepreneurs continue, didn't go through and the banks started to close the taps. In a short time, we found ourselves without an office and our company collapsed. We also lost our home and from one day to the next, we found ourselves wandering around Italy. In a tent, with a sleeping bag, and without a cent in our pocket. Forced to ask for help from soup kitchens and Caritas dormitories. But Giovanna and Matteo are not fools. They have run a company and she even has a degree. And so they decide to seek justice from the judiciary. "We sent reports to the Prosecutors of Padua and Vicenza and a long letter to the President of the Republic. But no one replied. When we go to inquire at the chancelleries of the judicial offices," they continue, "they tell us that no practice has ever been filed in our name."

In the meantime, between one shelter and another, Matteo and Giovanna arrive in Terni. "We want to start over here," they tell the journalist. But it won't be easy. For now, they live in two separate rooms in Rocca San Zenone and at Casa Parrabbi. Guests of Caritas for another ten days. Then we'll see.

In a tent. This is how Matteo and Giovanna lived for a few months.

Matteo and Giovanna are two intelligent people. They have run a company and she even has a degree. And so they decide to seek justice from the judiciary. "We sent reports to the Prosecutors of Padua and Vicenza and a long letter to the President of the Republic. But no one replied. When we go to inquire at the chancelleries of the judicial offices," they continue, "they tell us that no practice has ever been filed in our name."

In the meantime, between one shelter and another, Matteo and Giovanna arrive in Terni. "We want to start over here," they tell the journalist. But it won't be easy. For now, they live in two separate rooms in Rocca San Zenone and at Casa Parrabbi. Guests of Caritas for another ten days. Then we'll see.


  1. “Matteoegiovanna” website of April

After the March article came out I made a new website telling the story in "matteoegiovanna" web pages. This site did not report all the facts included in Self Defense, but only some to avoid the reader from the heaviness of the situation detailed in “Autodifesa”.

At that time Matteo e Giovanna had various internet website, all hosted in free space.

  1. First video appeal on August 2007

The 2007 March newspaper article and the website "matteoegiovanna" had not solved our situation. So I tried to make an appeal in English. My English was poor because I no longer remembered the rules, however I tried to draw cartoons that explained the situation clearly and concisely.

At that time I lived in the shelter for the poor and had to be out and about all day. I had a backpack on my shoulders and inside I hid my laptop and camera. So, I drew the cartoons in a notebook, then I photographed them and made slides that I then used to create a video with MovieMaker for Windows.

The video was inserted into the pages of "Autodifesa Self-Defense" in vmw format and was also uploaded to Youtube in September.

I created an account as "MatthewTosatti". Below are the videos I made one after the other.

Along with the videos I also wrote several letters in English asking for help.

The table shows first videos published on YouYube:

No Justice in Italy

2007/09/07

Clodio Crime -part 1 of 2


Clodio Crime -part 2 of 2


Clodio Crimes Proofs -audio recorded on 19th

2007/09/10

CensorShip in Italy

2007/09/13

What Does Italian Government do?

2007/09/14

Beatrix Affaire

2007/09/20

Clodio Crimes / V.i.p. Proof

2007/10/09

The Unico

2007/10/19

Recently I reload videos into my latest YouTube account (@Qexxis) and re-rendered them.

  1. The Unico (October 2007)

The news articles and video appeals from August and September 2007 yielded no results. During that period, I happened to come across some English-language articles from Executive Intelligence Review. These articles contained information that was completely new to me and provided the key to understanding many of the events that had unfolded in my life.

I began to create new videos, which I titled "Unico videos." The symbol I used was an inverted photo of the "Beatrice" tornado with an eye. I used a photo of "Beatrice" because the Executive Intelligence Review pages I had found were the result of a search for information on the Blessed Beatrice II in a book published by the Cini Foundation of Venice. While searching for information on the foundation and its founder, Vittorio Cini, I discovered very important articles on Universal Fascism and its roots in Venice.

These videos link certain aspects of Italian and international history to my personal experiences, providing new reasons why my complaints disappeared in the Public Prosecutor's Office.

Initially I uploaded the videos directly to the "Autodifesa" web space and then to @MatthewTosatti's channel. Later I created a new specific channel called "UniqueWarn" because the videos warned of a return of fascism. In the following years I created other episodes. The videos were also published on the "FrancisWay" channel. On August 6, 2010, close to a very serious event, all the videos were published again on brucepickert70's channel ( https://www.youtube.com/@brucepickert70/videos  ).

FrancisWay's channel was then closed. Instead, MatthewTosatti's account was lost due to an error. If you can no longer log in, it will likely be deleted within two years under Google's new rules.

"The Unico Series" presents a complex narrative alleging the existence of powerful, interconnected networks operating beyond public scrutiny. The authors implicate these networks in historical events, financial manipulation, and acts of violence, linking them to a broader agenda of establishing a "Universal Fascism." They also claim their attempts to expose these networks have been met with systematic censorship and suppression. While further investigation and corroboration are necessary, these claims raise serious concerns about the hidden forces shaping our world and the potential threats to democratic societies.

Nowadays there are 8 videos in Unico series:


  1. The 2008 “Corinzi” website

On various occasions I have used mirror sites.

“Corinzi” was a twin site of "Autodifesa" until 2008 when I decided not to update it anymore. The twin sites were useful in case the main one was blocked.

It remained online unchanged on February 21, 2008 and is useful for understanding the situation at that time, a few weeks after leaving Umbria with an unknown destination

  1. The 2008 website “Ad Oriente”

"Ad Oriente" is a simplified elaboration and focused only on some problems exposed in "Autodifesa".

It was created in Pescara  at the same time as sending a complaint to the Police Headquarters of that city. The head of the DIGOS (Divisione investigazioni generali e operazioni speciali) , who we later met at the Police Headquarters, had expressed the intention of having all our complaints filed elsewhere converge there. We did not stay long in Pescara because we found neither work nor assistance.

  1. The 2009 Stalker report

On March 20, 2009, we filed a stalking complaint against the person who had ruined our company and who continued to stalk us even though we had fled Padua. The complaint collected the last emails sent to us by the Stalker on December 2008 and all the files, letters and communications that concerned him starting from the 2000s. It also traced his profile and other facts that concerned him and how he had illegally appropriated property that was not his.

On December we published a public version of main document concerned Stalker report.

For the occasion we replaced the real names with pseudonyms in the version published on autodifesa

Summary:

Stalker Report details a protracted case of stalking and related offenses against the authors by Stefano Boldrini, owner of Boldrini Instruments. The authors claim Boldrini* engaged in a pattern of harassment, including contract breaches, threats, fraud, and defamation, ultimately destroying their company, Softex*. The extensive documentation supports their accusations, describing various incidents and alleged crimes spanning several years. The authors contend the actions constitute stalking, and they also explore the broader consequences, highlighting the ripple effect of Boldrini's actions on their lives and interactions with authorities and other businesses. The document aims to provide a comprehensive account and serves as a form of self-defense against the accusations leveled against the authors.


  1. The 2009 Francis’ Way website

Francis Way was another attempt to find interest. The material consisted of a website and new 4 videos on YouTube plus 4 old videos belonging to Unico’s series.

This material is no longer available online!


  1. The 2009  “Screening” papers

Since I was sure that no authority had explained the reason why I had left the house and I was unreachable at that address, I decided to write a detailed document to send to the Police Headquarters where I lived and to the offices of the Prosecutor's Office of Padua.

Thus "Screening" was born.

Nowadays Screening is available inside Autodifesa documentation at https://supper.altervista.org/doc/Scr.pdf 

  1. The 2009 Daniele di Francesca website

From "Screening" I created also a public document version in which I replaced the names with fictitious ones and published it in a new website address.


  1. The 2010 BlackCat

After completing Screening, Giovanna and I thought it was appropriate to write another document outlining the environment that had contributed to creating our situation. Thus "The BlackCat" was born.

Originally the document has 209 Pages but there is also a special version for Autodifesa that has 169 pages.

"BlackCat.pdf" is a document detailing the authors' experiences with organized crime and powerful networks in the Veneto region of Italy. It alleges connections between local crime, national political figures, and international intelligence agencies, claiming these groups worked to suppress the authors' investigations into historical events and their own legal cases. The document cites numerous individuals and events, linking them to alleged conspiracies and cover-ups, including the "Strategy of Tension" and Gladio operation. It explores themes of censorship, mafia influence, and the abuse of power within Italian institutions. Supporting evidence is referenced from external documents and sources.

The document was written between 2009 and 2010. But it was only made public a few years later.
Nowadays the document is also inside Autodifesa,

Author: Matteo e Giovanna

Date: 2010

Theme: The document alleges the existence of a deeply entrenched criminal network with roots in the Veneto region of Italy that wields significant power over state institutions and has targeted the authors for their investigations into the network's activities.

Key Points:

1. Accusations of Organized Crime in the Veneto Region

The document portrays the Veneto region as harboring a powerful criminal network, with ties to international organizations, that operates with impunity due to its influence within the Italian government.

“We are talking in more generic terms, namely of organized crime that has control over institutions, so much so that whether they are in Veneto or Calabria, so much so that they are red or black. In short, of a state within the state.” (BlackCat.pdf, p. 18)

2. Targeted Harassment and Suppression of Evidence

The authors claim they were targeted for harassment and intimidation after discovering sensitive information about the network. They allege the network orchestrated the destruction of their business, financial ruin, and social isolation, driving them to live in poverty and fear.

“In some way, moving the strings behind the scenes, they made us lose our company, our jobs, our car, our home… until they made us regret being born… Leaving that environment was like leaving a clan, it wasn’t something forgivable, and we were dangerous because of the information we had learned living in that environment.” (BlackCat.pdf, p. 32)

The authors also allege that their attempts to seek justice through legal channels were thwarted by the network’s influence. They claim their legal documents, including evidence of criminal activity, were repeatedly stolen or disappeared from Italian courts.

“No magistrate or law enforcement officer took charge of assessing what had happened to us and what was described in the reports. A general censorship of the facts that happened to us was carried out.” (BlackCat.pdf, p. 31)

3. Complicity and Corruption of State Institutions

The document asserts that the network maintains its power through widespread complicity and corruption within Italian institutions, including the police, judiciary, and even the Church. The authors detail their experiences with various law enforcement agencies and officials, alleging that investigations into their case were deliberately obstructed or sabotaged.

“We are talking […] of organized crime that has control over institutions, so much so that whether they are in Veneto or Calabria, so much so that they are red or black. In short, of a state within the state.” (BlackCat.pdf, p. 18)

4. Connection to Historical Events and International Networks

The document draws links between the alleged Veneto network and historical events, such as the post-World War II "strategy of tension" in Italy and the activities of fascist and Nazi groups. It also implicates international organizations like the Sovereign Military Order of Malta (SMOM) and the Vatican Bank, alleging their involvement in financial crimes and other illicit activities.

“Incredible that many Nazis were recycled after the war and introduced into NATO!” (BlackCat.pdf, p. 99)

“But beyond the SMOM and part of the Vatican we find an even greater power that lies beneath these, and is constituted by Venice, or rather, by that economic empire that the Serenissima has orchestrated within the world economy.” (BlackCat.pdf, p. 88)

5. Tactics of Control and Repression

The document identifies several tactics allegedly employed by the network to maintain control and silence opposition. These include:

6. Wider Implications for Italian Society

The BlackCat dossier paints a disturbing picture of a corrupt and compromised Italian state, where powerful criminal interests operate with impunity. The authors argue that this situation represents a grave threat to democracy, justice, and the well-being of Italian citizens.

Quotes of Interest:

Links

https://drive.google.com/file/d/1o_AFk0wuJp6a9oqY1PZXmxsAeWWbDP0P/view?usp=sharing 

  1. the period without a home

  1. Traumatic experience in August 2010

Following the events of August 2010, which included an unjust arrest and the subsequent issuance of a wrongful eviction order, my life took a drastically different turn. Despite the eventual removal of the eviction order and the dismissal of the false charges against me, I was unable to reclaim my previous housing. This unfortunate series of events led to a period of homelessness for my wife and I, lasting four years.

The ordeal had a profound impact on my trust in law enforcement. The experience of being wrongfully arrested and treated unfairly created a deep sense of disillusionment. Despite the absence of any legitimate charges against me, I found myself without the support of local authorities such as the mayor or social services. This lack of assistance, coupled with the traumatic experience of being arrested, made it extremely difficult to rebuild my life.

Despite the hardships faced, I was determined to rebuild my life and regain my dignity.

This was one of the worst periods of my life, and it began on the night between the 3rd and 4th of August and lasted for more than 4 years.

During these 4 years, we lived hidden, spending nights in makeshift shelters, trying to escape the crazy and the criminals. During the day, we spent many hours in the library. Here we connected to the internet and used social media profiles to ask for help.

I had in my backpack the "Self-defense" computer that contained all our files, and we used it to create content that we then published through the library. We washed ourselves in the bathrooms of a shopping center or in those of the hospital. Shopkeepers and hotels gave us food that was not sold at the end of the day. We were not supported by priests or charitable associations because they were all compromised.

We no longer had valid documents because they had expired. We did not have a health card, and therefore, according to Italian law, we did not even have the legally required doctor. However, we could count on the hospital emergency room.

We spent four years suffering from the cold, loneliness, and persecution by some elements of the police and the carabinieri.

Even in the library, the atmosphere was harsh, and it was a continuous persecution carried out by some people linked to the extreme right and the mafia.

I lost almost all my teeth.

During this period, I opened other social media profiles and created new websites, but this entire line of operations was separate from the main international "Self-defense" one. This new parallel line did not mention "Self-defense" and only reported local news in order to find a job and help, and did not report all the serious facts of the disappeared reports and Nazism. These sites are not mentioned in these memories because I’m still living in this region.

  1. The 2010 Persecution Facts papers

After August 3rd a very bad period began because we knew that we could no longer count on the Italian police forces and so we began to write about the persecutions we had received directly in English.

These documents were written to ask for international help and therefore were written directly in English.

They contain the essential data and evidence of the persecution received by the spouses Matteo and Giovanna.

List:

A few years later they were published on the Stolen Rights website.

  1. The 2011 “Erinni Case” dossier

This document investigates a historical mystery surrounding the suppressed legacy of three saintly Beatrice sisters from the House of Este and their connection to the town of Ferrara (referred to as "Erinni"). The authors, Matteo and Giovanna Francese, detail their research uncovering the deliberate obfuscation of this history, encountering obstruction and persecution in their efforts. Their investigation implicates a powerful, unnamed figure and network connected to historical figures such as Lucrezia Borgia and even Nazi interests in exploiting the area’s spiritual and material resources. The Franceses’ work highlights the suppression of historical information and the ongoing attempts to conceal the truth. The document includes extensive historical background, primary source materials, and visual evidence.

It's another document written while we were living in the open!
You can find it into
Autodifesa documentation.

Authors: Giovanna and Matteo Francese (Matteo e Giovanna)

Date: 2011-2014

Subject: Suppression of Humanitarian Heritage in Ferrara and Colli Euganei , Italy

Key Individuals:

Main Themes:

  1. Suppression of Historical and Religious Heritage: The authors argue that information about the Este saints, particularly Beatrices II and III, has been deliberately suppressed by a powerful clique in Ferrara. This suppression includes:
  1. Exploitation of Resources: The authors highlight the exploitation of resources in the areas connected to the Este dynasty, including:
  1. The Unnameable and the "Coup d'Etat": The authors claim a powerful figure, referred to as "The Unnameable," orchestrated the suppression of information related to the Este saints.
  1. The Lucrezia Borgia Curse: The authors posit that Lucrezia Borgia's marriage into the Este dynasty marked the beginning of its downfall.
  1. Harassment and Persecution: The Franceses claim they were targeted for their research and attempts to expose the truth.

Key Facts and Quotes:

Next Steps:

  1. The 2011 “Arbre du Mal” papers

Author: the authors of "The Ghost” ( Matteo e Giovanna )

"ArbreDuMal.pdf" explores the multifaceted nature of the Italian Mafia, arguing that it functions not merely as a criminal organization but also as a religio-cultural phenomenon. The text examines the Mafia's religious rituals, its impact on the psychology of its members and their families, and its pervasive influence on Italian society. It further analyzes the Mafia's strategies for maintaining power, including its exploitation of bureaucracy, social services, and vulnerable populations. Finally, it proposes several legal and societal reforms to combat the Mafia's influence.

  1. Briefing Doc: A Deep Dive into the Mafia Phenomenon

This briefing document analyzes "L’arbre du mal" (The Tree of Evil), a 2011 text by the authors of "The Ghost." The document explores the nature of the mafia, going beyond the traditional view of organized crime to examine its religious and psychological roots, its impact on family and society, and strategies for its defeat.

Key Themes:

  1. Mafia as Religion: "L’arbre du mal" posits that the mafia is more than a criminal organization; it's a "death religion" with ancient roots, possibly linked to pre-Christian Mediterranean cults. This religious aspect, often overlooked, explains the fanaticism, oaths of silence (omertà), and ritualistic practices observed within mafia groups.
  1. Psychological Manipulation: The authors argue that mafia upbringing utilizes techniques like "double link" communication, where contradictory messages create confusion and dependence on the mafia family. This, combined with exposure to violence and cruelty, results in psychological disorders among members.
  1. Family as Battlefield: The mafia's strength lies in its family-based structure. Children born into mafia families are essentially indoctrinated from birth, making it extremely difficult to escape. The lack of state support for those seeking to break free perpetuates the cycle.
  1. Mafia's Evolving Tactics: The text highlights how the mafia has evolved beyond traditional criminal activities. Bureaucracy and corruption have become powerful weapons, enabling the mafia to manipulate institutions and businesses. They infiltrate legitimate structures, using their influence to paralyze opposition and gain control.
  1. The Need for a Multi-Level Fight: "L’arbre du mal" calls for a multi-pronged approach to combatting the mafia. This includes:

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"L’arbre du mal" offers a chilling and insightful analysis of the mafia, exposing its deeply rooted nature and the insidious ways it has permeated Italian society. The text urges a comprehensive response that addresses the mafia's spiritual, psychological, and social dimensions. Only by understanding the true nature of the beast can we hope to defeat it.

  1. The Ghost dossier (2011)

Authors: Barbara and Bruce  (Matteo e Giovanna)
Language: American

  1. summary

This document details the experiences of Barbara and Bruce, who allege a sustained campaign of harassment, including the theft of legal documents and obstruction of justice, perpetrated by a shadowy group they call "The Ghost." They connect their persecution to a wider network involving Italian and international political figures, intelligence agencies (including Gladio), and organized crime, tracing its roots to historical events and the legacy of fascism. Their narrative interweaves personal accounts of poverty and hardship with broader claims about the manipulation of Italian institutions and the global financial system. The authors support their assertions with extensive documentation and cite several books and articles as evidence. Ultimately, the text presents itself as an exposé of corruption and a warning about a powerful, unseen force operating internationally.

It was a document in some ways similar to "Black Cat", but written differently and directly in English. It also started with a preface on a sad event that happened in the Roman Empire. This story was meant to make people understand the situation that was repeating itself in Italy.

  1. The 2012 Social Mobbing papers

This document was written in 2011, but we handed it over to the police together with a complaint in 2012. It is into Autodifesa documentation.

Authors: Matteo e Giovanna

  1. summary

This document details the authors' experiences with social mobbing, a form of psychological terrorism extending beyond the workplace. It defines social mobbing, differentiating it from workplace mobbing, and provides a real-life case study of the authors' experiences, including a police report. The authors argue that social mobbing involves a group targeting an individual through subtle, often concealed, actions aimed at social isolation and marginalization. The case study illustrates the bureaucratic obstacles faced by victims in seeking redress and highlights the complicity of various social institutions in perpetuating the abuse. The authors' experience showcases the challenges in identifying and combating social mobbing due to its clandestine nature and the difficulty in establishing a clear cause-and-effect relationship between the attacks and their perpetrators.

  1. Briefing Doc: Analysis of "Social Mobbing"

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The document presents a disturbing picture of a phenomenon that is often hidden and difficult to prove. The authors make a compelling case for recognizing social mobbing as a serious form of abuse with devastating consequences. They also point out the systemic failures that allow this abuse to flourish.

Further Research:

Further research is needed to understand the prevalence and impact of social mobbing. It is also important to develop strategies for preventing and addressing this form of abuse, including legal reforms and educational initiatives.

  1. The 2013 mediation of Civicrazia

Finally a civil rights association took an interest in our case, but that didn't work either and we continued to live out in the cold.

“Civicrazia” is the Italian coalition of Subjects and over 4000 Associations committed to ensuring that public power is truly at the service of the Citizen. Making “the Citizen Protagonist” is our mission.

Civicrazia wants the citizen to be the protagonist of his own rights, of his social role, of the driving force and control that he is capable of exercising towards public power.

https://www.civicrazia.org/

Thursday 28 March 2013 13:50 Civicrazia publishes an interview with Matteo and Giovanna.

The goal is to move the mayor and social services to help Matteo and Giovanna. The association, after having inserted the interview on its website, sends the report to the Mayor twice but does not receive any response.  So a formal warning letter is sent to the Mayor by registered mail. The Mayor does not respond and in July Matteo is convinced to file a complaint against the Mayor at the competent Prosecutor's Office. The complaint is filed but no one will contact Matteo and Giovanna and they will continue to live in the area without any help sleeping in the open.

The Mayor will die in a car accident in the Venetian lands while he was driving a van, dragging six other victims with him. Even though the mayor was celebrated upon his death as a person always available to others, this story explains a different reality.

History shows that even though Matteo and Giovanna were supported by an important national association, the authorities did not lift a finger.

Summary:

This Italian-language article from Civicrazia details the struggles of two individuals, M. and G. T., who, after experiencing stalking in 2005, lost their jobs and home, facing bureaucratic obstacles and societal indifference in their search for aid. They sought help from local authorities and social services without success, highlighting systemic failures and a lack of adequate legal protection against stalking at that time. The article features an interview where M. and G. T. describe their ordeal and their eventual contact with Civicrazia, a citizens' advocacy group, seeking assistance and justice. Their experiences expose the shortcomings of Italian social services and legal systems in supporting victims of stalking and extreme poverty.

  1. 2013 The Contardo identity

Before 2013, the "Memorie" website was dedicated to research on the Beate Beatrici. There was also a comprehensive article on the censorship that this research had faced on the Autodifesa website. Finally, there was "The Erinni Case" which addressed both the research, the censorship, and other related issues.

However, much of the online material continued to contain various historical errors that Giovanna and I had pointed out. Even the Wikipedia pages were incomplete. So, I updated some information and tried to disseminate it through two Facebook accounts.

I was still homeless, and it was important for me to keep my mind occupied. Therefore, I was always looking for something to do because that life was unbearable. Contributing to culture seemed like a worthwhile endeavor.

In 2013 I created an identity "Contardo Padovano" to update some missing data on Wikipedia regarding the historical figures of the Blessed Beatrice of the House of Este born in Este and Calaone.

I did not want to connect my story to historical information. The data I wrote were objective and could be verified in the numerous sources I cited.

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I created also the identity of Beatrice d’Este to spread more information.

In particular two pages: “Errori Comuni su Estensi” and “Luce in Calaone”, both created in order to combat ignorance about medieval facts related to House of Este .

  1. The 2013 Stolen Rights website

This is another attempt to seek support and raise awareness. This time the site is based on the documents of "Persecution Facts" including two videos and uses cartoons drawn by me.

http://www.stolenrights.altervista.org/ 


  1. The birth of Matthew Pasini

Matthew Pasini is the identity I created in 2013.

It was yet another attempt to find a community of people who would give support. I opened a social profile on Facebook, Instagram, Pinterest, Youtube, Blog on Wix, and a website on Libero.it.

I opened some pages related to self-defense. I started making many posts, writing on various groups, commenting and putting links to make myself known.

If someone has the opportunity to go and look at my social media, they will realize how I have not obtained results. It would take a study to understand how the immense effort I have put into these activities has not obtained any results. Evidently social media are not suitable for finding people regarding cases like mine.

Matthew Pasini is also the contact identity reported in "Self-defense" to whom you can send an email. Well, I have never received an email regarding the site!

In recent years I have restructured the site and created it responsive also using a nicer layout through CSS style sheets.

  1. Finding Ground: The Transition from Street to Home

Towards the end of 2014 a widow interrupted my period of being homeless and took me into her home.

For three years I stopped writing on the internet.

I was stuck in that situation because I had no documents and I couldn't get new ones because I would have needed residency and in that small apartment I couldn't.

The woman liked to have me in her grip. After three years she threw me back out onto the street, but Giovanna managed to find a job and pay for a room for me.

In 2017 I returned to writing on the internet.

  1. The 2017 return of Matthew Pasini

After 3 years of silence, I'm back to writing on all my social media.

For many years I continued to write, comment on other people's posts every day. The goal was to try one more time to get my content out there and build a community around it that could help me.

Unfortunately, I didn't succeed. My content doesn't get interest and I don't find people through social media.

I also tried to get some famous influencers and youtubers to lead the way but I couldn't get any attention.

Same negative result regarding newspapers, journalists and television programs.

I think there's something wrong with all this.

So, I think it's time to end it.

Some links:

Website:         https://digilander.libero.it/matthewpasini/ 

Instagram:         https://www.instagram.com/matthewpasini/

Wix Blog :         https://matthewpasini.wixsite.com/websitepoint

YouTube        www.youtube.com/@qexxis 

Facebook        https://www.facebook.com/matthew.pasini 

Twitter                https://x.com/MatthewPasini 

Pinterest        https://es.pinterest.com/matthewpasini/ 

and also to update the Autodifesa-SelfDefense website

https://supper.altervista.org/ 

and the Facebook page dedicated to autodifesa:

https://www.facebook.com/jetaccuse

  1. The 2017 “A17” Archive

In 2017 I created the archive of all documents sent and received by the Italian authorities. I classified the various documents and stored the contents in different folders. Previously, a similar work had already been done in the winter between 2008 and 2009, generating what I called "StoryBoard".

Nowadays A17 collects all the documents sent and received.

It contains about 10000 files.

Obviously, they are original documents and are not published on the internet. In here there are also audio and video that constitute evidence. There are also letters sent to journalists, humanitarian associations and everything that can be considered relevant.


  1. The ASD Archive

The ASD archive includes a lot of material. In addition to the already mentioned archive A17 it contains the Dossier archive, the internet site archive, the photo and video archive, the historical archive...

ASD collects practically all the related material. The public part is only a small part.

ASD is more than 35000 files: it should be noted, however, that many elements are themselves a compressed archive containing many other files.

The figure is showing the dossier folder.

  1. the return to social life

In 2018, I finally got my residency and sorted out my papers. But living on the streets had taken its toll: I lost my teeth and wasn't exactly presentable for a job. And that whole thing in 2010 had ruined my reputation. Even at the library, they looked at me like I was still homeless.

I had a hernia too, which was really painful. Giovanna, who was pretty sick herself, managed to find a job as a caregiver and paid for me to rent a room.

Then COVID hit and I had to wait ages for my surgery. The building I lived in was a nightmare, with unfriendly neighbors and a roommate who kept to themselves. It wasn't exactly ideal.

  1. The 2018 “Sopravvissuti”

Form:                 A4 PDF dossier

Pages:                 137

Lang:                Italian

Authors:        Matteo

Survivors “Sopravvissuti” is the story of what happened to me updated to 2018. It is based on a restructuring of old documents with the addition of new information. It has a more narrative structure than the others

  1. Summary

This document details the experiences of Matteo and Giovanna, who claim to have been victims of organized stalking and systemic abuse by law enforcement and social services in Italy. Their account spans several years and multiple regions, describing their struggles with homelessness, unemployment, and harassment. They allege that their attempts to seek justice and assistance were repeatedly thwarted, leading to a protracted period of hardship and displacement. The narrative includes detailed accounts of interactions with authorities, social workers, and religious organizations, highlighting a pattern of alleged negligence, obstruction, and malicious actions. The authors also provide supporting documentation and numerous supporting files.

  1. The 2023 BW21 - Brainwashing

This is the most dangerous document of all.

I can't publish it, but you should know that it exists. If I publish it, I risk having my pages blocked. There are several files. The problem is that there are people who cannot be mentioned. Maybe in another era.

 

In the past I believed that you could write anything, but I was young and inexperienced. Giovanna had told me not to put some names in the first report written in the fall of 2004. But I thought then that she was exaggerating. Obviously, I didn't know the things I know today and I wouldn't do it again. My story teaches that Giovanna was right in fact those names in a seemingly insignificant report, were worth my civil death as it then was.

 

  1. The 2024 restyling of Autodifesa

I've recently completely revamped “Autodifesa” and made it a respons ive website for multiple devices and prettier.


  1. Conclusion

  1. Conclusion and final considerations

Every event, from the very beginning, has been documented, recorded, and cataloged. I've always hoped for a sudden change in my life, perhaps a chance encounter or a new job. Unfortunately, this never happened, so I've spent a lot of time searching for new ways out of this situation. Inevitably, this has led to the creation of a vast amount of content, all with the elusive goal of breaking the silence surrounding this story. However, if certain events hadn't occurred, I would never have investigated the underlying plots and remained ignorant of the true reality around me. Like many others, I would have been a pawn, convinced that I was the master of my own destiny, when in fact I, like so many others, was simply a person whose future was controlled by others.

With my death all this will be lost because I have not met people to whom I can leave this information that I consider important. Even the websites will disappear because there will be no one to keep them alive, and with the new rules in general the websites will be maintained only if they are managed.

I have also collected information that is no longer found on the internet and that has disappeared. We must not think that the things we find on the internet will still be there tomorrow.

In my life I worked from 1993 to 2005 as a software developer, then all these things happened. Since 2017 I have started studying new technologies again but my age and knowledge gap prevent me from finding new jobs. I know various languages; I still have a lot of experience but I have never worked with new frameworks and I have not found people who value what I have been through.

January 10, 2025

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