* i urged you to go
back sooner
you said you didn't
want to go
only told me to keep
holding you
the tender sea breeze
blowing gently
cooling down the bonfire
i saw that you were
sad
you tell me, how could
i bear to leave
even your tearful countenance
was supremely beautiful
how to stop this crying
i could only lightly
kiss your hair
. . . and let the wind
continue to blow
couldn't tolerate being
far apart
my heart full of extreme
longing
wishing to stay and
keep you company
the wind continued to
blow
couldn't tolerate being
far apart
in my heart there were
also tears
not wanting them to
fall as i looked at you
the many happy memories
of the past
why not chase after
them with you
must wash away depression,
suffering and pain
i wish to dwell on
tender feelings and sweet intentions
must forcefully hold
back the tears of separation
not allowing them to
fall
sadness, like a lock
eyebrows, gathered
the tears of separation
must eventually fall
i've already made you
happy
you've also made me
intoxicated with lovingness
you're already in my
heart
no need to ask again
whom i'm remembering
holding back each teardrop
in my eyes
** why do they keep
flowing intermittently, falling silently *
* repeat *
** two more times
*
For Leslie’s
Pillow – © 2001 TranceLoka Studio, San Francisco, California.