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- Kind memories straight from deeply misunderstood people - |
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Said,
once, the greatly acclaimed actor on stage, before dying and
diving into his very own audience: "Ehi,
how many girls have you had, in your life?" - said, once,
the passer-by "Ehi
- said, once, the madman - I split the second!!..." "Hey, darling, I've been crying rivers and oceans... you said you don't love me... Won't you bring me, then, a clean handkerchief?..." - said once the manic-depression-addicted-lover. "...but...
where am I, God...?" - said, once, the dead man angel. "My
greatest talent?... - said, once, the "faceless actor"
- "...well... I guess whenever I fall in love: I ALWAYS
fall in love with the wrong girl, usually girls who already have
their own, stable boyfriend.... It's such a pity to have such
a damn talent.... Maybe Mother Nature, before conceiving me,
made a big mistake: I personally find, sometimes, it's quite
engaging to take advantage of a specific natural-born-talent.
But talent itself very often gets placed in the wrong way, and
you can't do anything about it, unless you find a very original
solution, which is, of course, not "natural-borne". Said, once, the erratic-quote-man: "Life to my eyes can be nothing but a little, graciously flowers-fueled roundabout: all you see will be people, cars and passers-by who go around it, then back again, whether they turn on right or on left.... it's somewhat an encompassing, romantic way to look at the madness or gentleness that get shaped in order to create our existence. Very instructive indeed!!..." My greatest tragedy?... - said, once, the famous old-fashioned long-haired beat generation writer - "Whenever I declare my love to a girl and she replies nothing but "oh... ok..." or (sarcasticly) "well... it's really really touching....". More or less it's a failure and most of times I have to go back home totally misunderstood and torn. Nobody I know seems to realize I feel bad and they (friends and acquaintances) seem not to take me as seriously as I wish they did. You have to know, whenever I fall in love that's only a huge waste of time. Do not misunderstand me: I often get lonely and loneliness may turn into a "dead end street", alias: I, mistakenly (and quite often) take that path, and till the very end of it I'm such a hopeful, charming and determined person: it's when I get there I realise I'm approaching that "very weird thing" called "nowhere", an extremely thin, weak line I have to constantly be aware of... Said
once the-great-late-drama-film-maker: "Whenever I'm in the
process (and in possess) of true creative ideas it's like being
pleasantly devastated by hurricanes, floods and storms all of
them assaulting me in the tiny space of a mere second... It's
so hard and overwhelming to try to arrest and fight THOSE unbelievable
forces.... You get yourself totally involved in this truly flaming
process you don't even have the time to breathe that, after another
second, it's all over, leaving me with the same frustration of
a love that won't ever come back to me anymore. Hundreds of thoughts
in very short while.... and hundreds of loves disappeared, gone
tragically lost........ |