My Ego's corner

 

 

November, the 23th.

Ok, Let's open a sort of "blog" in this site. Today I'm happy, since I've put some .midi files on line thanks to Sacha's help. It's fun^^

I hope everyone will enjoy the main theme (I mean, the theme of the main page of the Leo's House); this page's theme, instead, is "Sadeness" by Enigma. It's one of favourite Mixi's song; and since Mixi is my best friend, I became a Sadeness-fan too... actually the text of this song is a bit hard (it is devoted to Marquise De Sade, in fact), but well... the song is nice, and I don't put its words here, nononono, I don't want to be censored or stuff by my provider *joking*. Well, actually I've known that my provider close sites with MP3 inside, but it is a "midi" file, so I hope everything is Ok with the no piracy & respect of the law things ^_^

Now I stop blambing and go to catch the bus with some friends of mine, ready to visit a beautiful town near the place where I stay. See you soon.

Reb-chan, proud Guardian of the House and of the Lions' pack.

 

January, the 4th.

Today is one of those days in which I feel really tired, exhausted… sometimes I wonder if I’m not using my body too much. One of those days in which I wonder if a woman’s body has been made to work like a man’s body.
Why in the heck men are so unbreakable??? Why??? I wonder if feminine body has other rhythms, other periods in the life, other seasons… boys are always so cool and unbreakable, and when I tell them that I’m tired, that my body is overstressed, that my weight is 47 kg (and I’m becoming thinner and thinner… sigh!) while theirs is at least 70 kg, they tell me that we women have to fight to have the same opportunities they have.
On the other hand, I must admit that I have many characteristics of a masculine personality: love kickboxing, love video games like “Resident Evil”, love programming, love physics, love all those stupid comradely speeches, can’t stand silly girls (well, maybe men love silly girls, after all). Yes, I would have been a perfect man.
But nobody is perfect.
And I’m joking. Life is harder for a female. But I’m proud to be a woman, and I like loving men as a woman. Let them talk, after all, I’m sure they couldn’t stay without those women who (sometimes) they blame.
But if someday I’ll have a baby, I’d prefer a female. Sometimes I have the feeling that only women can really understand the deeps of life, or, at least, can understand life a bit more than men. I don’t know the reason why, I can’t explain this fact, but I have this feeling...
Well, let’s stop blah-blahing, otherwise I’ll really start reasoning like Shaina :P (and going here and there to save Seiya from troubles ^_=).